Ex-Boyfriend... / 12/5/07
Karma hits you although you think you can run away from it.
No point trying to feed the cats, help the needy , donate in order to get rid of Karma. Once you have hurt someone intentionally, I'm very you will have to pay for the sin. So, I truly believe
Wat goes around, comes around.
My ex boyfriend nudged me on
msn to whine about how he wants to end his life and he doesn't have the courage to. I guessed that it was a break up issue we were dealing here and I hit jack pot. He kept
repeating that it was the Karma that was making his life bad. He said that he is paying for all the sufferings he made me go through. And yes, I was once in a relationship with someone who was both physically and emotionally abusive.
These "
Karama Whining" has somehow made me feel truly sad for him. There is nothing much I can do to help. Besides, that wouldn't be very fair to the present boyfriend as well. The ms conversation was a rather short one but I rushed to the toilet and puked out my late dinner which was mutton curry and vegetables. Can you imagine the mess in the sink. Brownish
curryish curdy looking thick liquid with green spots all over. I examined my puke and felt sad that my Mum's money spent two days ago in the market has gone to a waste. I
chided myself for puking but I sat in the toilet bowl and cried....
You see, the fear is still lingering somewhere in me. This abusive relationship was scary. I was beaten badly, and was too young to realise that I was in trouble. I didn't think much about the "certificate" he was holding. IMF (Institute of mental health) had issued him a certified letter to prove that he had a anger management problem. Love is blind and the tender age of 17 made me more blind. I was
childish to think that Love would conquer it all and he would never hurt me. Love....
hmmmph!
Those few years in my life was a torture.
I never thought that I would love again. But I met a Darling. A wonderful lover. My
best friend.
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Hello there, my name is Reena and welcome to my humble blog. I'm 23 yrs old currently doing my degree in Econs anf Finance in SIM. I strive to achieve a good balance of spritual and emotional comfort. I'm a typical Taurean, which means I have very little patience and alot alot of ego. I can be really quick tempered but I try not to hold grudges for long. I have a weird bonding with God and a craving for knowledge. I hope you do enjoy the documentations of my random thoughts.
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