Racist Korean Girl / 3/31/07
Hello.....
I've been super busy the past week and I even forgot my Mum's and My best friend's Navin's birthday. Sigh.....The Prices and Markets test was good..but Little tricky. The confidence level always drops whenever I get out of the exam room cause I know my bloody darling friends will be discussing the answers and arguing away. That would make me start wondering and and panicking about my answers. Booo....
I scored a High distinction for my Macroecons test...Yeah! Think it was an easy paper...Alot of people I know scored well.
The house has been officially sold for 1.3 million.....Little lower from what my Mum was expecting but she is happy. And the Casuarina house has been bought. =( I'm not too happy about it because it's really tiny. I don't want to complain too much either. The location is definitely more convenient than Sembawang. It take me 40 mins to reach to school.......But I would have to give up on tuition then.....Ergh......
Oh...the reason that me blog today was because of this Friendster message I received from some Korean girl in my class that I have never seen or spoken to....
Hey Reena =),i see u in sch. I have a suggestion. Try not to be so stuck up k? seriously... do u know alot of us can't stand your attitude with your (big) nose high in the air? what's with that man? i believe u can be nice if u want to. but dont ever think just cuz u hang out with a cool dude u are da bombz. oh god. you're the ugliest Indian girl i have ever seen! big nose... that looks like a dick from time to time. and so black and SHORT MAN with stubs for legs. hey if u change for the better do say hi to me ya? we can be friends! =) i don't judge ppl by their looks k? its never too late to improve oneself. Take care babes! Good luck for studies.
Haha!!! I was really angry when I got the message but after a while I realised that this isn't the first time something like this has happened to me. I am stuck up. I can't change that because that is me.....If you don't know me, you would think I am stuck up. But I'm actually very nice. tsk! tsk!
This Korean girl can go to hell..
I haven't replied......what do you think is should do?
1. let Sim management know about it.
2. Report her to the police.
3.confront her....
what if it turns out very ugly?
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Law Lor Lor / 3/24/07
I finally got down to typing my law assignment today only to realise half way that I don't know how to structure my answer. I kept typing and deleting what I had typed and this went on for the whole afternoon. Before I knew it, it was lunch time and it being a Sunday, Mummy had prepared something good and the aroma made me crazy and I stopped for lunch. It was butter chicken, some sort of salad that tasted good with soup. It was yummy and I ate without talking much to her. She went on with her usual humming and washing of dishes. After lunch, I dutifully went about getting my research done and all of a sudden I burst crying. I hate doing the law assignment and however much I try, I can't get it! Something is wrong with me....I think I'm not satisfied with whatever I'm doing. The incessant crying went on for a while and I dozed off.....
I've stopped law for awhile...I'd like to continue it tomorrow...I'm studying Prices and Markets instead....
To make things worse....Shaun and I had a quarrel. Why does this always happen to me? Like what they say, all bad things come at a go....
I'm off to have dinner....
You don't like my life do you?
I won't trade it off either...
I'm a survivor...
=)
Labels: food, law assignement, soup
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I'm Lookin forward to Saturday..... / 3/22/07
I just got back home and I'm on the net already. Couldn't wait to blog about this......I'm shifting..! (ya....for those who have been reading my blog, would have realised by now that I keep saying I'm moving but I never do.....Don't blame me...Mummy is never satisfied with something with every house we have viewed.) But just like everyday is a different one, every house is different in a way too....She finally found the perfect retirement home for herself. And I'm not complaining either. It's way smaller then the one I'm living in.....and way too many Indians around me. Feels weird when you live in a community of too many of your own kind. They get little nosy at times. But, I'm sure we will get used to it.
Brb* American Idol is going on.....I'm going to pray Sanjaya is staying at least for this week. Give him a chance people!!!
*Ok Back*
I'm intending to stay up and burn the midnight oil. I want to get over and done with the law assignment as soon as possible. I wasn't able to blog much about work because I wasn't sure about my status in the company. Sue left because she couldn't commit 3 months as a part timer. Lucky for me, I could. My holidays are coming soon and I really don't want to leave!!!! I have thought about it very hard long and I really love this company. It holds too much of prospects and for me to throw it off like that would be a stupid act. I have to manage my timetable properly and maybe I might have to give up on tuitions to salvage my job. I've got all my points down for the assignment and I'm happy!!! I'm sorry I'm jumping from one point to another cause I'm rushing k.
*I'm looking forward to this Saturday.....it's Dav's and Mary's house warming party and maybe ashoka after that...Yeah!*
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/ 3/20/07
Busy Busy Busy....! That's what I've been for the past week. I should be working on my law assignment but somehow, I have no inspiration to do so. I found out from Ben that exams dates were out and then I realised that I had a paper on the 2nd of May. ONE DAY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY!!! How depressing is that? Now I have nothing to look forward to anymore....OKok there is Christmas and all but I LOVE my birthdays. 24 hours is never enough to celebrate it. I've got too many darlings aorund me who would love to placate me on my special day and of course I've got to open the many many big big presents.....*hint*
The assignment is a pain. It's like getting your foot stuck somewhere and have a toothache....Ok whatever. There is exactly a month to exams and the stress is slowing building up. Everyone in school is asking me about my progress is the assignment and someone is staying back in school to study! Goodness....and here I am taking the "RelaK" attitude as usual. *Knocks head on the wall*
Back to my research and wish me luck....
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/ 3/18/07
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sumptuous breakfast that was waiting on the table for me. Oh...how I adore Mummy. Yesterday, the guys and I met at Riverside point, had dinner at
Brewerkz and clubbed at MOS that was super crowded and infested with
lians and
Meenas!
Haha! It was fun....watching
JC moving his perky ass...(He's calls that dancing...) and how Edward reminds me of a small boy in my
lil cousin's Ballet class trying to make himself comfortable in a leotard.
Lol! Luther....my darling can't dance for nuts but he tried. Kelvin rarely moved but it was fun hanging around and eye washing. Enjoy the pics while I catch up on some lost sleep. =)
Dinner!!!
The Cam-whoring begins
Me and Luther......
Edward and me......
At MOS itself.....
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/ 3/16/07
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A streaming cup of coffee was waiting for me on the table when I got out of the shower in the morning. Oh how I love my Mum's delectable taste in food. Her collection of coffee is stunning and definatley growing fast. I had an Abrabian mixture of some sort that tasted more like cinnamon coffee but I loved it.
Sat down and made a timetable for myself. I have to stick to it. I just realised that I've for 4 birthdays coming up and 2 weddings to attend. The hole in my pocket is going to get bigger at this rate. Hmph! Mummy's birthday is coming as well. I've got to get them all presents that are affordable.
I'm looking forward to school which I have to leave in a while. Some idiots told Seetal that I had chicken pox. haha! I've had many invitations to get out of the house but I knew I would be a wretched company if I joined them and so after days of recuperating at home, I am getting out today, going to school and heading to St Joseph's church in town for a retreat.
Off to school...
By my darlings!!
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/ 3/13/07
My failing health did not allow me to blog for the past 4 days or so. With me puking out everything I ate and my Mum using me as a guinea pig to experiment her traditional Indian medicines on me, ended with me passing out in the toilet yesterday night. That made my paranoid Mum to rush me to the hospital and I was out under observation after a jab on my ass. The jab was like a dose of ice cream cause all I did was sleep on the hospital bed, with my mouth open for a solid 4 hours without tossing and turning and complaining about “
air” in my stomach. Once I woke up, I was craving for pizza!!
Lol! I was served with blend porridge and guess what? I had porridge for my last meal as well.
Remember I mentioned about the statistics test I was supposed to have today? I
wasn’t able to go for it and I’m not really regretting because those who sat for the test complained about it being tricky. Being in the condition I am, I doubt I would have sat through half the paper.
It’s time I start sleeping on time and getting my ass to work. Time I make a good timetable and playing my
PSP more!
Lol! I need to go to the gym and burn some fats get myself a good pair of denim shorts. Well for now, I need to
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/ 3/9/07
oh well, 1 down and 1 more to go. I need to club next week. Time I let loose my hair and dance the night away with good company and of course music. I'm thinking the Cannery. Anyone been there yet? It would be my first time and I love the first time experience of entering a club. You feel special because the new commers would probably be noticing you. Will have to call my dolls to make an appointment or I might get the mates from class to go.
Prices and Markets test relatively easy and I'm hoping to do well in it. Stayed back in school and studied til 9.. Need to get some rest....
Will blog soon!
Toodles!
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oh well, 1 down and 1 more to go. I need to club next week. Time I let loose my hair and dance the night away with good company and of course music. I'm thinking the Cannery. Anyone been there yet? It would be my first time and I love the first time experience of entering a club. You feel special because the new commers would probably be noticing you. Will have to call my dolls to make an appointment or I might get the mates from class to go.
Prices and Markets test relatively easy and I'm hoping to do well in it. Stayed back in school and studied til 9.. Need to get some rest....
Will blog soon!
Toodles!
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/ 3/7/07
Signs of stress are very visible on me. My nails haven’t been manicured in weeks and the remains of my last manicure are slowly cracking away. My nails are chipped at the corners and they are very uneven in shape due to the constant chewing of nails.
My skin has darkened although it’s not obvious to the fair and radiant ones around me and it’s peeling because I know my skin is crying out for moisture. The hair on my hair is about 1cm long the lat time I measured. (The things I do while taking a break from studying. Hur hur. ) I wonder when the day will ever come when I could hang my laurels and reminisce about the good old days. Ok, what exactly are going to be in the laurels? That I have yet to decide but I want to retire even before I’ve started! Call me weak but I’m simply tired. Tired of the fact that although I am slow in Math, I have to do it. Although I love economics, I don’t intend to do 3 modules of it all at once. Although…Although…Although…
Shaun commented I whine too much these days. He is having his holidays! My plans of clubbing seems to never be postponed week after week. I get paranoid fast and it cause a weird pain at the bottom somewhere whenever I realize the test date is coming near. It’s OPTIONAL! But everyone seems to be going for it. So why shouldn’t I? Oh holy goat…I have to get it right. I don’t have a choice. It’s not optional. It’s tricky.
Anyways ppl, as you can see the tagboard is back. I am tired of having ppl nudging me online and asking where to tag. So, to make it easy for one and all, just tag wherever the f**K you feel like doing it. =) but dun u dare flood my taggy k.
And this was a shot taken in school while trying to study.
ohh how I adore this 2...... Stumble It!
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/ 3/6/07
Do you like being who you are? I don’t. And I am very sure of it. I hate the fact that I am female. (No offence to women out there.) But I wish I was born a male. Life would be much easier. I hate the fact that at the end of the day, when I powder myself after shower, the crease marks under my breast still amaze me. Sooner or later, the skin under my breast, where the bra cup stays, is going to shrivel faster then the rest of my body. It’s uncomfortable isn’t it?
Oh how can we forget the other responsibilities that follow….
The very mantra my mum repeats to me every time I come home late, “Don’t bring me bad name ah! All your uncles and aunties are watching you. You are a girl. You can’t do this…, you can’t do that…” is still ringing in my head. What is that supposed to mean? Who the hell cares who is watching or looking? Well, my mum does and I DON’T! Err….trying to balance a girdle on your breast and hoping that it’s not going to fall off and the oddest time is one challenge and having so much fun with your friends and hearing your mum screaming her head off on the phone to get your ass back home because some aunty is going to talk is another sort of a challenge a girl has to overcome. Well not all of you relate to this situation…Sadly, I do. Even when I club, I have a darmed curfew! My curfew is to be back by 5am. On weekdays, my curfew is at 11.30pm. I took me 5 years to get my mum to bend her annoying theories about women and their lifestyle.
There are way too many responsibilities that a woman has to take sooner or later. I have yet to mention the giving birth, the transition stage from single to married life and housework and God knows what others she has to take. I’m learning and for now, I still hate wearing bra.
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/ 3/5/07
I have been trying to ignore the recent happenings around me but it feels like a huge bitter pill for me to swallow. I feel like I am in limbo. Although it looks like its working on the exterior, deep down it hurts. Past memories and words she used to say keep flashing in my mind and now I know that she wasnt a true friend. I don’t want to explain further but this incident has made me realize that there is no such thing as best friends. Maybe good ones do exist but it all depends on your luck if you meet them. I thank God for giving me such good friends but its only human to be bias to those you prefer more compared to the rest. I made that mistake. I liked a particular friend so much so that I showered her with gifts, shared everything with her and was always there when she needed me. She never did appreciate that. It was obvious but I kept comforting myself thinking that she did appreciate but did not want to acknowledge it. I did all these because I liked her and all I expected was a sincere friendship.
Now I know that I have wasted my time. You have made new friends and stabbed me on the back. Don’t talk to me like everything is fine. It isn’t and it never will be. Enough is enough and I wish you luck with your new found friends. Don’t bother looking for me again because now I am trying to forget that I ever knew you.
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11:07 AM
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My 2nd Post for the day...
It's past 12 into the morning (12:12am) to be exact and I'm still up trying to get the layout of this skin right. It's an achievement alright. My very first ever personalised skin. It feels really good to get this finally up on blogger and I hope guys like it as well. The tagboard is out for good and I hope that's not going to stop you from commenting. I've got 2 classes tom...and I'm really sleepy.
Good nite!
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/ 3/4/07
Hello darlings,
You would probably by now realise that my tagboard isn't there anymore. I took it out because I am really interested in whatever comments you have to share with me but I feel that the tagboard limits one from writting. Therefore, I have "re-formatted" the comments funtion (found at the bottom of the this entry) Do go look at it and comment there instead. I look forward to viewing more comments there from now on.
Ta!
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On Thursday, I met up with the mates from St Fransis. Guna was in Singapore for a short visit and he joined as well. Oh goodness we hadn’t met for 3 years ever since graduating from St Fransis.
The weather was being a pain and so he picked me up in his BMW at Admiralty Mrt station. His car is super huge and it was such a difficulty trying to get out of the car park, (the road was too small.) We shopped around a little while waiting for Kokila and Hanson. Guna bought himself a pair of white pants from Zara (My choice!) and a white shirt from Armani Exchange. Ohhh…..Zara is having a gorgeous T-shirt sale and I was really tempted to get a few. Thanks to Kokila and her rattling, I forgot about the sale.
After shopping we headed down to Indochine and ordered a few drinks and chilled out. That’s when the whole topic about “being attached doesn’t give you time or makes it inconvenient’ for one to meet up with friends came about. Note: We were implying to friends which we don’t get to meet up with often.
The debate started off with me saying something sarcastic to Guna about not meeting up or keeping in touch when he first went off to Australia. He retorted saying he was attached then and his ex wouldn’t have had been happy about him being in touch with females, even though they were his darm classmates. (What a mama gal la!). He said it like he was ok about being controlled in his social life and further went on arguing that it was a norm in every relationship to be controlled. The argument continued until Hanson bud us in…
My views:
For goodness sake, we are mammals and we live in a society. No human can be a hermit and we all conform to the dynamics of society. This brings me to my main point that just because one is attached; he or she should not change his entire social life because of this fact. Yes, relationships are about commitment but one should prioritize their time well. Don’t get me wrong here: I am not implying that one can go on making new friends in the intention of dating them but one should remember to keep in touch with his/her friends. These friends can be primary, secondary or national service friends. What in the world is wrong with that? Isn’t trust the basis of their relationship? What is the meaning of “No la my boyfriend/girlfriend does like me talking to boys/girls” Hello! I would probably know the person even before you were attached to him. What right does a boyfriend/girlfriend have to restrict you from continuing a harmless friendship? Love is not supposed to be possessive. Love is to understand and trust. This obviously hasn’t sunk into the numbskulls of many out there? It’s sad to know that even I have lost many friends along the course of my life because they got attached and very restricted or simple lost the interest of continuing the friendship. In a way its good Guna broke up. He still has all of us who so badly were trying to get in touch with his all this while. He will be leaving on Sunday and I’m going miss his humor.
Disclaimer: It defeats the purpose of me writing a disclaimer but I shall for the name sake of it. I am NOT implying this entry to anyone out there. I am attached as well and Shaun can be a pain at times. He’s a darling 99.9% of the times though. So, do not tag my board and ask me if it is you I am writing about cause I doubt I would know anything about your PERSONAL relationship anyways. *Peace*
And plsssssssssssssssssssssssssss use the comment function at the bottom of this entry la!
*Guna, Me and Kokila....
*The new couple, Hanson and Loki...
Our drinks, Loki ordered a Guiness Draught, Kokila wanted a Bailey's Shake and I had the Orange Oasis. Mine tasted like medicine and Kokila's one was superb..
*Me and Her*
*Besties*
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/ 3/2/07
Hello my fellow bloggers. I bet you guys must have had been complaining all day about the weather. I enjoyed it. Instead of going to work, I decided to stay at home to revise for my Microeconomics test next Friday. You might say it’s a bit too early, considering the fact that I have a week left but Reena’s policy for this semester is to prepared way earlier then the test date.
Handling work, school and tuition can be toiling at times. At the end of most nights, I am so famished and fatigue makes my mood swing. Shaun’s been a darling and he’s been super tolerant lately. Sometimes I wonder if I am encumbering my life with added responsibilities that I can choose not to undertake. Like tuition. It’s not necessary for me to teach but I enjoy it and the money’s is good. I’ve been telling myself that making money is more important than leisure and I’ve been sticking to that mantra that repeats itself every time I take my hand phone to message my tuition student about a change or cancel in lesson. To shop like a Queen, I have to work like an Ant! Err…I hope you get what I mean. Take every opportunity to make money. Even if it’s a small amount, it will help one day.
Le me give you an example. During my holidays, when I was working as a full time staff in Marriott and getting paid about
$1500 as a basic with their added generous commission, I used to take taxis all over the place! (Mind you, that amount I used to receive was a big deal for me considering the fact that I am a student la…) At the end of every month I used to be super broke that I used to regret taking all those cabs and I would take out my pile of receipts and count the amount I spent on cabs alone. On one occasion, believe it or not, the amount was $150. Freaking $150 spent on comfort, premiere and good knows which other company! That’s when I started imagining an absolutely ridiculous vendetta against all taxis and refused to enter any unless really really imminent. It’s worked!
I can’t go on being a spoilt brat I once was. Yes, Mummy and Daddy keep mentioning that it’s no necessary for me to work and all I have to do is to ask for the money and I know my Dad wouldn’t even ask why I need it. He would just give. But, I’m 22 turning 23 and it’s my turn to give them the best I have to offer. I want them to enjoy their retirement, travel all over the world and be proud of the fact that their children are graduates, leading their own independent, successful lives.
For all that to happen, I have to start somewhere. I believe it’s never too late for anything and I shall try, although I keep stumbling, to be the ideal person I always wanted to be.
*Back to the books*
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Hello there, my name is Reena and welcome to my humble blog. I'm 23 yrs old currently doing my degree in Econs anf Finance in SIM. I strive to achieve a good balance of spritual and emotional comfort. I'm a typical Taurean, which means I have very little patience and alot alot of ego. I can be really quick tempered but I try not to hold grudges for long. I have a weird bonding with God and a craving for knowledge. I hope you do enjoy the documentations of my random thoughts.
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