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/ 9/10/06

Went to church all by myself today. (I'm a good girl.) I've been suprising myself. Really...I used to hate going to church. But for the past 4 months or so, I feel restless if I don't go for mass (church service).

Lately, I've been feeling lost with my spiritual life with God. Like I said, I am suprising myself...
It's so difficult to reach out to anyone. No one, around me, is feelin this way. It's just me. I don't even know how to explain it.

2 weeks ago, I went to church early so that I could talk to one of the priest about this feelin I was having. I told him clearly, that I needed do to God's work....I wanted to be part of the Parish. I wanted to help the Youth around me. I had been doing this when I was a teen. I used to be in Vine and Branches...Spent really good time there. Met nice people that I'm still in contact with till today and best of all, I did God's work.

But the priset gave some lecture with his eyes half closed and made me yawn a couple times. (The conversation didnt work out.)
Now, it's a different story. My point is, why is it so difficult for a Catholic Youth to do something in the community. One of my ambitions to set up a network for the Catholics Youths like me, who want to do play a part but do not know where to go.

I'm sorry if this post doesnt relate to you at all. I understand. You may not be Catholic in the first place. Well, if I ever needed to talk to someone, I don't ave many Catholic friends talk to either. I talk with a Muslim and I understand her....Just as she understands me. It's not about the religion, its about wanting to spend time with God and God loving people.

Stumble It!

9:01 PM

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